LucidRequiem

questions by miyukichanbjd

Have you ever?
[x] Yes
[] No

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[x] Made an impulse buy you didn’t regret?
[] Bought a doll and didn’t know its company/sculpt name?
[x] Dropped a doll?
[x] Talked about your doll like it was a real person?
[x] Talked to your doll?
[] Lost a doll in your home / car / someone else’s home?
[] Found it?
[x] Lost a body part in your home / car / someone else’s home?
[x] Found it?
[x] Repurchased the same doll but in a different skintone / gender / size?
[x] Completely reshelled a doll?
[x] Forgotten you had a doll?
[x] Tried to sell a doll, but then kept it? 
[x] Purchased your grail doll?
[] Purchased a doll you didn’t like?
[x] Wanted your doll to be friends with someone else’s doll?
[x] Bought a doll on layaway?
[] Bought a non-human doll?
[] Sold your entire collection?
[] Sold your first doll? 
[x - sort of] Been gifted a doll?
[x] Gifted a doll to someone else?
[x] Changed your doll’s name more than twice?
[x] Had a doll with no name?
[x] Bought a doll and sold the head?
[x] Bought a doll and sold the body?
[x] Made a hybrid doll?
[x] Had a doll with tattoos?
[x] Had a doll with piercings?
[x] Had a doll with rainbow hair?
[] Made your doll a ‘twin’ of yourself?
[x] Had twin dolls?
[] Bought a doll in memory of someone or something?
[] Styled a doll to cosplay a certain character / celebrity?
[x] Restrung a doll?
[x] Repurposed something for your doll?
[x] Changed a doll’s entire style?
[] Bought a doll just to display?
[x] Bought clothes / eyes / wigs / etc for a doll you didn’t have yet? 
[] Been to a meet up?
[] Bought a doll after seeing it in person?
[x] Made a friend in the hobby?
[x] Recruited people into the hobby?
[] Thought about making your own doll?
[] Made your own doll?
[x] Gotten a face-up you didn’t like?
[x] Face-upped your own doll?
[x] Not touched a doll for more than month?
[] Done a photoshoot in the rain?
[] Done a photoshoot in the snow?
[x] Created a photostory? 
[] Taken your doll to the store or a restaurant?
[x] Cuddled up with your doll?
[x] Slept with your doll on the bed?
[x] Used a doll to get you through a rough time?
[x] Done something embarrassing in front of your doll and apologized for it?
[x] Created a room / environment for your doll? 
[x] Hoarded sales posts of dolls you’d likely never buy?
[x] Created a “favorites” folder of all the dolls that are on your wishlist?
[] Stuck to your wishlist?
[x] Overpaid for a doll you really wanted?
[x] Found a really good deal on a doll you wanted?
[x] Opened a box to see you received freebies?
[] Used gloves to handle your dolls?
[x] Been speechless the first time you saw your doll? 
[x] Cried you were so happy to get a doll?
[x] Roleplayed with your doll?
[x] Wrote a character history?
[x] Had a collector you admire like/reblog/comment on one of your photos/stories/etc?
[] Thrown a party or done something special to celebrate a doll’s birthday / arrival?
[x] Enjoyed the smell of resin?
[] Modded your own doll?
[x] Had a family member / friend that supported (in an encouraging way) your hobby? 
[x] Thought you had way too many dolls?
[x] Thought you didn’t have enough dolls?
[] Been satisfied with the number of dolls you have/had?
[x - couple hours anyway] Travelled long distances with your doll?
[] Saved longer than 6 months for a doll?
[] Saved for a year for a doll?
[] Saved longer than a year for a doll?
[] Bought a non-Asian BJD?
[x] Helped a fellow hobby member?
[x] Said something encouraging to another hobby member?
[x] Had someone say something really nice / encouraging to you?

Feel free to steal it.

One set of stories, a friend helps write with me though she hasn’t wrote much on them in a long time but she’s wrote many scenes and has her own OCs in them that she created for the stories and she sometimes will still help with character development occasionally. The other story, is one I write alone but every step along the way I had a friend who was ecstatic and wanted to read it so I let her be my audience. Now I can’t hardly write on either because neither person really talks to me all of that much only in random spurts and it puts a damper on writing because when I try it just makes me sad and makes me remember friendships how they used to be.

I actually wish I had more of an audience for my stories. But then I think about this kind of thing and think maybe I should just always write alone and never share it with anyone.